How would I die...

This article may be more deep and dark than my usual ways of writing, but it's something I've been thinking about.

Death....something very abundant in the world. Practically a person dies about every 5 or 3 seconds. But there's some details on death that remain a mystery...

Death because of something painful, any of the sort from a gun piercing through your skin to being hanged by your best friend. What does it feel like? knowing that at the most critical downfall of your life is where life stops as well? Would there be regrets and grudges still holding on to the soul? Or will rest and peace be at will?

Then there's the act where one dies peacefully, either awake or sleep. Although they may leave the earth with happiness, but were they contented with life?

So here I am, head filled with the questions of death and dying...wondering how I'll die myself....but if I were given a chance by Death herself to how I would die, it'll be under an apple tree, with me wearing all white [white I heard is the true color of death, for as black is the color of the night], writing my last thoughts, and finally drifting off to sleep as Death comes to me, with her scythe to take me away....

Very deep ne? Well, that is how I'm feeling now ne ^_^

How about you? How would you want to die?

Picea Bakeshop and Resto...Sweet!

The other day after my calculus class, my aunt and I went over to this bakeshop Picea to have a snack. When I entered the store, I instantly saw this wicked cake out for display!
We had pesto there though..Mmmm....Yummy! I wish I could've had a piece of that cake though...oh well, maybe some other time ^_^

The Best Graduation gift I want >_<

Aiming for graduation: A Sony DSC H50 or higher cam....Final! >_<

Random Pic atm xD

Nothing, just testing the Macro feature on the camera xD

School's almost back...

...and I'm so not into it. Okay, I'm gonna be a senior now, what big? Gah, Honestly, I'm realy tired of school. Sometimes I wish we could just study what we want to study. Well, anyways....starting of the schoolyear means another hiatus to my online life I guess.

Anyways, I'm sorting out what school supplies I will be needing :) don't want to stress out with my studies again right now [I must chill.... xDD]. Currently, I just have a new binder and a school bag :)

Minmie Messnger Bag and a Campus Ace Binder. Bought the Minmie bag @ http://curlsandtwirls.multiply.com

Updates [May 9, 2009]

>I'm getting tired of this layouts =/ I want a new blog layout.
>Reading City of Ashes
>I hate doing calculus homework -.-
>Tomorrow's Mother's Day!
>Determined to be a size small now D:
>Chabo is sho cute! xDD

The Desktop's Back!

Now, remember the other post stating that the Desktop's broken? Well, it's fixed na ^_^ I just got it yesterday. =D

It wasn't necessarily "broken" it just had this annoying virus it got from someone's infected usb [sheesh, don't you guys ever scan those things? I paid over 600php just to get it fixed]. And it's kind of virus that affects the usage of RAM and makes the computer slow. I tried manually removing it via DOS command, but everytime I open the program, my comp crashes and shuts down. Thinking that it needed to be reformatted, I decided to send it to a technician.

I explained to him the main problem [it's because there has been times that they do stuff to the comp which wasn't needed, and I had to pay more than what was expected] and he did his job. Now it's back! And I just had to lose some minor files, but atleast my pc wasn't reformatted. :)

So lesson learned, never plug a usb to the computer unless it's safe and it didn't came from inet cafes :D

18 things I want for my 18th Birthday

I know it's pretty silly since I'll be 18 in 2 years [lol xD], but I think I wanna get started on the list in case I'll be stumped of what I want for my debut :)

Btw, I'm a tech-geek mostly, so don't wonder why I have so much techy stuff on my list xD

1. sony cybershot DSC-h50B [I'm in a camera mood xD....]

2. A Purple or White or even Pink Sony Vaio! :D

3. Macbook Pro perhaps? haha :D
4. Kawaii Shoes! [Specifically knee-high boots!]5. An Old fashioned Journal ^_^

6. A Ticket to visit Singapore! :D


7. A Pretty Make-up Box :)

8. Geo Circle Lens Magic Color 2tone [blue]
9. A Lolita Inspired Dress! :)

10. Japanese/Lolita-inspired Umbrella
11. A Biig Heart Locket :D

12. Kipling Bags! :D

13. Hello Kitty Phone! [this type especially xD] :)

14. A Panda TV! ^_^

15. Cake :D



16. A Kawaii bed for Mei-li my favorite dog in the world! :)
17. a Psp 3000

18. Finally, I think I want are lace gloves and other cute gloves xD



Okay, I know my list seems pretty silly, but hey....I'm silly myself...Well, maybe in 2 years I'll change this...or maybe I'll get everyth