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How long has it been since I've written a thought-deep post? A long time ago, I guess.

Is it possible to be linked to someone for the rest of your life? Apparently, this has yet to be answered by me and everyone else. Nothing lasts forever, right?

It seems so long ago how one can be impeccably close to someone else. But as distances grew and communication became abrupt, the link between them slowly becomes faint. Finally, it vanishes into dust.

But as time continues on, it seems that the bits of the chain revert back, forming the link once again. This time, it's stronger than before.

But would it last? Is it going to shatter yet again like it did before? If it will, is it going to come back again?

I could do only nothing but wait and enjoy the bond we have right now.

A recap for the past days and clearing of my thoughts

I have been tired from all of the activities for the past few weeks. Come to think of it, I'm always tired. XD it's probably my excuse to being lazy. Anyways, Let me give you a recap of what happened when I was MIA from my blog yet again.

We've had our intramurals last month, so it was pretty busy with all of the preparations and such...even if we didn't have school for over a week. You can't seem to find the time for yourself. I need that, Me-time.

Broken friendships have been built once again, which gives me a reason to smile. Not only mine, but others who lost their bonds found theirs yet again. The past is past, and we're now off to start a better one. :)

That is the upside, but there has been a downside...come to think of it....a major downside. In no relation to the above paragraphs, there has been alot of drama going around in the school. I wish I could truly express every detail of it here on my blog, but I'm afraid that it might interfere with one's life. Everything changes everything. Do not take your actions for granted. Sadly, I can only express my thoughts through brief thoughts.

Now let me say this for the benefit of my aching head. I am pissed with all the drama coming out.

I am pissed the fact you want me to take sides and be so effin pissed if I do not. You think otherwise of me, looking down to me as if I was your inferior. You are wrong. Why, of all people, YOU have to look down to me? Trust me, I am way better than you for I know what's right and what's wrong. Why do you act like you don't care what's going on around you, but the truth is you want to break down and scream your insanity out? Why not face it? Why?

I have my flaws too. But unlike you, I learn from them. Taking into mind what to do when it happens again. On the other hand, you don't. All you do is put on that stupid beauty pageant pity-me-I'm-completely-innocent face to someone and think you're off the hook. Puh-lease. Do you think your eyes could hide the truth from that overly plastered smile on your face?

You think you could hide this from us? Why do you not take our thought of concern for you? You think we're just jealous and that you can handle it on your own? YOU.ARE.SO.WRONG.

Also, why do you complain that someone hurts you when your actions yourself hurt someone else? Do you ever stop being so freakishly self-centered? Do you ever care to think about someone's feelings for a change? I somehow wonder how can a person be so caught up with themselves that they don't give a damn about the people around them. Don't go all emotional over it. It's not worth to cry over yourself.

And lastly, why do we all think we know the whole story? When we even never listen to the other side. Why do we judge others easily and take the inverse into a bad note, therefore not considering that it might right. Why do we think that our actions do not affect the worlds of others? Are we that too deep into our own world?

I'm annoyed....everyone's annoyed by the whole situation. I wish we could graduate already and leave this all behind.

I breathe in. Hold. Release.

I'm okay now.

UPCAT

Ahhh....the dreaded day has finally come. I took the UPCAT yesterday.

I found it very easy...except for the math test. Damn mental block and damn me for not listening much on geometry class when they discussed angles! Ugghh.....so frustrating.....Death toll would be on February next year.

Time and Butterflies

Time. It's where our memories and challenges flow. We all cherish the thought of time's wonders, but sometimes we underestimate and exhaust it's capabilities.

And although time will never run out, this particular event it seems as if it did. I'm an official high-school senior. And my time glass will be turned-over soon for college.

It will be soon. But for now, I think my current responsibilities would be to focus on studies and reminiscing time's cherished shares with me.

Not so long ago, I stepped into a room in which my expectations of it were disintegrated once I made my entrance. It's a dose of reality, but it's still an overwhelming feeling. I remember how dim and awkard it would be. There were acquaintances and strangers that occupy the space. All gathered together, confusion brought upon who's who, what's what, and where's where.

But this phase did not linger on. The clock continues to click and you can never stop it, all you have to do is adjust yourself, for time won't cease just for your sake.

After growing up from the freshmen status, we were able to feed upon new knowledge on basically about everything. If we go into deeper detail of this, we would take years pertaining to each one. But this is simply brief, for we don't want to waste much time no longer.

Now here we are back to the current swaying of life's pendulum. Certainly, if you've been through the time from the moment I stepped into the classroom, you'll see how we've adjust and changed. To most of us, the word "acquaintance" to one another has been omitted and renewed with the term "friend" or "buddy". Bonds were broken, others were made. Foes call truce to battle, while the closest of brothers start war. Love and other emotions came fluttering about us.

But the paragraph above just seems to sound like things got chaotic, right? However, you may be wrong for that perspective thought. It is simply us, opening ourselves to one another. Being carefree and comfortable to the company of the people around us. You can twist my words and make the thought more explanatory. It's like we were once little caterpillars. Aloof, confused, and juvenile. But as moments passed, the little caterpillar of ourselves learned values and everything around it, thus over time was able to feed upon what it learned, and finally grew out of its feelers and became a beautiful butterfly. Spreading its wings, signifying everything about it. Ready to take on the world.

We're all beautiful butterflies ready to fly off and face the world :D

How would I die...

This article may be more deep and dark than my usual ways of writing, but it's something I've been thinking about.

Death....something very abundant in the world. Practically a person dies about every 5 or 3 seconds. But there's some details on death that remain a mystery...

Death because of something painful, any of the sort from a gun piercing through your skin to being hanged by your best friend. What does it feel like? knowing that at the most critical downfall of your life is where life stops as well? Would there be regrets and grudges still holding on to the soul? Or will rest and peace be at will?

Then there's the act where one dies peacefully, either awake or sleep. Although they may leave the earth with happiness, but were they contented with life?

So here I am, head filled with the questions of death and dying...wondering how I'll die myself....but if I were given a chance by Death herself to how I would die, it'll be under an apple tree, with me wearing all white [white I heard is the true color of death, for as black is the color of the night], writing my last thoughts, and finally drifting off to sleep as Death comes to me, with her scythe to take me away....

Very deep ne? Well, that is how I'm feeling now ne ^_^

How about you? How would you want to die?

Picea Bakeshop and Resto...Sweet!

The other day after my calculus class, my aunt and I went over to this bakeshop Picea to have a snack. When I entered the store, I instantly saw this wicked cake out for display!
We had pesto there though..Mmmm....Yummy! I wish I could've had a piece of that cake though...oh well, maybe some other time ^_^

The Best Graduation gift I want >_<

Aiming for graduation: A Sony DSC H50 or higher cam....Final! >_<